I have my reasons to hate the reason

thinking about my own reasoning, it gets my spiritual self in a great deal of trouble, out of which my spiritual, and therefore true self has to get me out. My reason told me to stay in my kindergarten work for 5 years. My reason told me to slave my ass off at the elementary school for another 5 years. My reason told me to stay married to a jerk for 10 years. I have serious claims against my reason which basically hijacked good 10 years of my life. Left at the mercy of reason I would have been a dead me long ago. Thanks goodness I have a spirit which longs for evolution and continuous growth. When my reason violates me for too long, the spirit rebels. Most of the time happy endings happened, even though I had to count big collateral in form of physical and emotional damage. In the past, I was almost proud of what a rational and reasonable person I was. I was not overwhelmed by or controlled by emotions. I listened to my reason. Now I say reason go to hell. I am going to grow all possible emotional and sensitive tentacles I am capable of growing. I am so getting my senses back; the ones I lost and the ones I never had a chance to develop. If the third eye decides to open, I will welcome it.
This is exactly why I am going to gracefully disregard all the recent reason's demands.
1)work for money 2) get more work for money 3) think about what impression you make on others; they might be your customers after all, read "money" 4) try to please every one else because this is the way to get less harmed 5) prepare to spend another 20 years of your life in Korea 6) realistically, who would think about seriously dancing at the age of 34, going 35? 7) do not outshine others, this is the golden rule! 8) always put checks on your behavior and attitude; under no circumstances be your very true self; ah ah never ever worked. 8) remember, you have to wipe other people asses because they screw up and leave you to clean the mess; includes your own daughter 9) people need your help every time and all the time; help, if you can not help, avoid the people. 10) always think about work; always offer practical solutions, do not chill out, what kind of huge waste of time that is!
Go to hell, reason, as I said.